Your family... The ones you have never met!

Hello... I just wanted to tell you a little about my family as someday I hope you will be able to meet them. I came from a decent sized family, from grandma's and grandpa's, brothers and sisters, uncles and aunts, cousins and cousins and even pets! I have eight siblings... Two biological siblings, one brother named Joshua and a sister named Jennifer. Jennifer was adopted out when she was three. She went to a wonderful family just like you! I also have a half brother named Johnny... He is just a tiny bit older than you. He was also put up for adoption, right around the time you were being adopted! I have Five more siblings, They are my step brothers and sisters. There is Amber, Amy and a brother named Jesse. These are my stepfathers children. Then there is two more step siblings... Erin and Brandon, These two belong to my stepmother Kim. One thing I want you to know is no matter if your relatives are blood or not, there still family! I love all of my brothers and sisters no matter if they are blood or not! All of these people are your uncles and aunts!

I have Grandma's and Grandpa's too... My moms parents were named Glen and Nancy, They are both in heaven now. My dad's parents, well I don't really know them. I know my Grandma is in heaven and my Grandpa lives in Wisconsin, well he did last time I heard of him. My father was adopted when he was four so I don't know anything about his birth family except that he had a few brothers and sisters. These people are your Great Grandparents.

Next I will tell you a little bit about your Grandparents... My mom and dad, both know what it is like to give a child up for adoption. It was the hardest thing they probably ever had to go through. (I know it was the hardest thing I have ever done, but also the best thing too!) My mom is named Terrie and she lives in Sutherlin Oregon. She is married to her husband Lloyd. Then there is my dad... His name is Thomas, He lives here in Roseburg Oregon. He lives about ten minutes away from me.

Then we go to my aunts and uncles. My moms brother is named Greg. He also lives in Sutherlin Oregon. Then Have my Aunt Zena and Uncle Dale. They are my stepfathers relatives.

Now last but not least my cousins... I only have three of them that I know of, there names are Nikki, Tara, and Bobby. Tara has a little boy named Lyric and Nikki and her husband have a little boy named Osten, they adopted him, just like your mommy and daddy adopted you!

I have a pretty big family and all of them are your family too! All of us in my family love you very much!

Missing you

As the days go on and the years go by all I do is miss you. I go on with my life and I live every day, I just wish that I could go back in time and hold you a little more. I know that your happy and that you are safe! Everything I'am and everything I do, I do just for you. I want to be a person that someday you can look up too, the person who deserves to be called your tummy mommy! I know I have made mistakes but never have you been a mistake. I have loved you forever and will love you some more, Never will I forget you, never will I make you hurt! You are still my son, at the same time you are theirs! It never hurts to have more people to love you, and trust me you are deeply loved. You gave me a reason to life, as I gave you life! Forever I will thank God for blessing me with you and forever I will thank God for blessing me with your mom and dad!