Welcome

This blog is about the emotions I go through with my choice of adoption. I decided to start this blog so that I had somewhere to write, that I knew wouldn't get lost. I have no if I am doing this right. I have never blogged before so please bare(sp) with me. I do appreciate all of you for reading this. And please feel free to leave a comment! Have a great day!

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Christmas 2009

This Christmas was extra special to me. I received a present from you and your family... It was a pretty picture of you in this beautiful red frame... I will keep it forever... Sometimes when the holidays or birthdays come around I wish you were here but I always have to remember that I chose your family for a reason... It is very hard everyday but it gets harder when the holidays come. I miss you baby Brandon, well I guess your not a baby anymore but in my heart you will always be my baby... I miss and love you!

Love,

Your tummy mommy

Monday, December 21, 2009

When you were born

I remember the day you were born as if it were yesterday... It was a cold afternoon in California... You were born to the proud parents Bethany Warner and Harley Jones... We loved you very much. You were born on January 05th, 2005 at 3:15pm by emergency C section. I had something called HELLP Syndrome. I almost died but I fought just so I could see you enter this world. You were born sick due to some medication that they had to give me to keep me alive. It broke my heart to see you on all those machines but you were a fighter and you thrived. You were in The Neonatal Intensive Care Unit... I remember the first time I saw you. You were the most beautiful thing I had ever saw. I remember touching your tiny foot and then I feel back to sleep. You were three weeks premature. You weighed 5lbs 1oz and were 17 inches long. You were given the name of Tiarek Kent Jones.. We were in the hospital for about ten days... Then we got to go home to our new home... You were the most important thing in my life and I am so thankful you were born...


Written by your loving tummy mommy