Just thinking of you

I had my 23rd birthday last week and all I could think about was you. I miss you, I miss what it felt like to look at you, I miss the way it sounded to hear your voice for the first time. Everyday I wonder when I will hear your voice again. I wonder when I will be reunited with you, I wonder what your doing and what you had for dinner. The first and last time we spoke you were telling me all about yourself, I tired to tell you about myself and answer all you questions but my heart was in my throat and I could barely find my words. It has been almost a year since I heard your voice and I so long to hear it again.

I have sent emails back and forth with your family, and I do get updates from time to time. I get pictures every now and again and they are what make me smile everyday. I trust that you are well and that you are safe. I have faith that when the time is right I will receive that amazing phone call once again, until then all I can do is wait.

I pray everyday for you, that your are happy and having fun. I do believe that you are in kindergarten now. Do you have alot of friends? Have you met that friend that you will know for the rest of your life? Maybe, maybe not. All I know is that you are my heart and my soul, you are the air I breathe and the sun in my sky. I am forever thinking of you!


Love you always,

Your tummy mommy Bethany